oh SO v i n t a g e, baby

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

ugh. so boring! shit. how long more is this gonna last huh? i think i'm gonna die if amelia doesn't come back by this weekend! SERIOUSLY MAN! there's practically nothing to do lah! no shopping trips, no melissa and amelia to provide me with gossip... SIGH!

I MISS YOU TOO AMELIA! COME BACK!

hurhur... at least i have football to watch right? i think i'd have already died if i didn't have any football to watch. I'll have nothing to look forward to! grr. barcelona chelsea match tomorrow morning... gonna wake up to watch. my life is too boring! GO CHELSEA! haha...

is frank lampard suspended? i dunno... i read in the sports section just now... (well, at least i think i read that..)
ah well... sigh...

Monday, October 30, 2006

haha! finally! my blog's working FINE! yay! took me so bloody long to find out what was wrong... screwed it up a few times... and got really confused... HAHA! very me lah. yay! nice nice blog! hahahah...

new skin.. nice? amelia should like it... it has her darling on it... so would esther. haha... another one of my creations... can be nicer though... hmm...

Sunday, October 29, 2006

watched the man u match last night. OMG! rooney scored a hat trick! well, its not anything to be happy about though... for me that is. but they play very very well! If only chelsea could play like them. sigh... come on chelsea people! you can do better! AHH! ballack was amazing last night! but chelsea seriously need to start scoring more goals man! i'm tired of always seeing a 2-0 or 1-0 win! they are obviously capable of scoring more! HELLO!? look at the players! they're world class! ballack, shevchenko, drogba, lampard, terry.. etc... come on chelsea! you can win the premiership title agaiN! haha. okayy, they better win against barcalona on the 31st! GO CHELSEA! haha...

okayy, enough about the football chelsea, now time for the ME chelsea(: oh nooooo! i am gonna be so bored! melissa's gone, and darling amelia's going malaysia tomorrow! ): no one to call and gossip! MY TWO MAIN SOURCES OF GOSSIP GONE! DIE! HOW TO SURVIVE?! my 2 darlings gone! ahhhh! at least still got vera and nibubu... esther's gone too! ugh. i wanna go shopping! probably gonna rot to death at home... at least i have the internet to relieve my boredom! yay! i'm missing school loads! no more gambling! bridge, blackjack, taiti... AHHH! being apart from all my darling friends!!!! well, at least i won't have to bear with HER face and HER voice anymore. did i mention that both are HORRID and eyesore and earsore... if there's such a thing... no more torture for my ears, eyes and nose! HAHA. what? she IS elephant shit afterall, so... obviously, there WOULD be a smell... hahahahahahhaha... ok lah, i won't be SO bad anymore... at least not now... (: i don't feel like being evil today! maybe tomorrow when i'm feeling bored((: hahhahahahha.

alright, enough from me today, i'll probably blog when i'm feeling bored later or something...
lovey'all<33

Saturday, October 28, 2006

YAY! chelsea won against sheffield united! 2-0! lampard and ballack scored... YAY!(:

Friday, October 27, 2006

today's the last day of school. so sad. amelia and esther didn't come. aww... i miss everyone, except someone/some people.): yay, i'll probably be in the same class as nibubu again next year! we got the same percentage. sad, amelia's sick again. forever sick la that girl. sigh. get well soon darling best friend! oh yeah, today was also ms heng's farewell thingy. so sad to see her leave. she's been my principal for 7 years already, so i can't help but feel a tinge of sadness in me. i like the way she runs the school. hopefully the new principal will run it the same way as her. but i think it's quite impossible since ms heng has so much experience and she can manage both primary and secondary so well. ah well.

anyway, i went out with the whole of nicola and co. yesterday.(FINALLY!) it was quite fun! went taka, then wisma, after that cine, then heeren, then back to taka, and finally isetan. amelia was sick yesterday already. she felt like vomitting. nicola didn't wanna go to heeren, but i promised her won ton mee... and she happily said ok. HAHA. that girl's forever eating. amelia was seriously sick as she wasn't even in the mood to shop! so amazing right?! yeah. okayy.

we took pictures of ms marina today! haha... well, or rather, WITH ms marina. she let us use our phones to take in class today. haha. i'm quite happy today, but i'm quite pissed at someone from class. (not who i'm warring with or who i'm normally pissed at) she's so bloody annoying can! purposely said "esther pon school today right?" so loudly in front of the prefects and mrs chan FIVE TIMES! GO AND DIE BLOODY BITCH! UGH!

piece of shit. sigh... asshole la. ugh.

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

ohmygosh! its the 2nd last day of school already! and it feels like it was just yesterday that i started my first day of sec 1. SO FAST! today's also report book day. bleah! at least my results look better in my report book than the scores on the test papers. haha. i'm feeling so bored! going out tomorrow with amelia, esther, vera, kaibin and HOPEFULLY NICOLA HO FANG LIN! the bloody toot better come! damn pissed with her already okayy! haha... amelia got booked for painting nails! hahaha... esther and i got away with it. we were so bored in class today that we were putting makeup in class again. i put eyeliner and no one noticed! haha. so i left it on until about 10 mins ago, when i went to remove it. HAHA. okayy... don't book me if you read this judith(: played bridge non stop and blasted 987 in class. showed mr teo and ms marina the article about the teen blogger getting into trouble and all... HOPING that SOMEONE would get into such shit too... which she probably will cos we're serious about this and she's pissing all of us off by her "comments" and insults that she has been displaying on her blog. hope she dies soon(: amelia even dreamt that she was being locked up in jail! haha.. hope amelia's dream comes true man! omg. that would be awesome! haha... okay, won't be so bad lahh. omg. i SO can't stand people who try to sound all profound and cheem and all, WHEN THEY OBVIOUSLY CAN'T! omg! i really hate those type of people! think they sound so cheem and all, but actually they sound like a joker with their sentences not even making sense! and fyi, i'm not talking about our dear priscilla here, so don't get me wrong girl. right, with that being clear, i think imma end my post here! byebye(: lovelovelove<33

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

at amelia's house now.. so fun! just finished eating pizza again. we went swimming just now... poor binnyboo didn't wanna swim.. so she had to watch us. sadsadsad. HAHA. amelia found a hot guy, but too bad, she introed me to him before she found out that he was hot... HAHA... too bad... anyway she already has her AHEM AHEM. haha... don't kill me amelia(: haha.. imagine 5 girls eating up 2 large pizzsas... we're hungry people... fyi, nicola isn't counted. HAHAHA... we're turning into her already! HELP MAN! speaking of nicola, NICOLA HO FA MEI! YOU DIE IS IT? GO TO SABRINA'S HOUSE INSTEAD OF AMELIA'S. GO AND DIE STUPID WOMAN. YOU MAKE US
VERYYYYYYY ANGRYYYYYY!!!!!!! YOU ARE GOING TO DIE TOMORROW! I SWEAR THAT YOU WILL DIE! NIBUBUB HO! WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN YOU FORGOT?!?!?!?!?!? WALAN! GOOD LUCK TOMORROW! SORRY NO CURE! I'M VERY ANGRY!SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP ALL DAY. sorrysorrysorry. that's all you can say? wtf.

okayy... i'm high on hershey kisses now. haha. busy yelling at nicola ho over the phone now. heh.

Monday, October 23, 2006

today was fun. talentime was FUNNN!!! my class won 3rd! yay! haha... i played the role of the bitchy slut person thing.. with amelia being the "queen bee" and esther being the other "bitch". we were so bored in class that we started playing around with our makeup and somehow started an eyelash curling frenzy. i know, damn weird right? haha. we were like curling people's eyelashes... well, i guess that's what we resort to when we're bored? lol. AND AMELIA KHOO! THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR DESTROYING MY ONLY BLACK EYELINER! I'M EXPECTING YOU TO BUY ME AN EXPENSIVE ONE WHEN WE GO OUT THIS THURSDAY!!! thank god she didn't destroy my estee lauder and elizabeth arden one! omg. i would kill you if you did la! ugh. sighh... the nice nice tmonial that sarah tan wrote for me didn't appear on friendster! LIKE WHY???? bloody shit la! ugh.

right, i think i'm gonna watch the guardian later. shit. my grandparents are coming back tonight. from shanghai. means no more peace and quiet. sigh.):

Sunday, October 22, 2006

haha... today was quite fun. went to church, lunch, then met julia at heeren. i know, you must be thinking, since we go to the same church and all, how come we didn't go together and all... well, she had BS before that so yeah. we were just walking aimlessly THEN, we decided to go take neos. haha... damn funny la. she hadn't taken neos in a long time, so was a lil blur ... but it was fun. after that, we both bought a top each for like 6 bucks? cheap right? haha... cos she had the discount thingy from cleo. aiya, we just walked and walked around the whole time... sigh....

OH YEAH! SHEVCHENKO FINALLY SCORED LAST NIGHT! YAY FOR HIM! HAHHA... i feel happy for him(: yay... chelsea won again. lets see who wins tonight... liverpool or man u... hmmm.

Monday, October 16, 2006

All this time I've been sayin I'm sorry
But why should I be sorry for all of your mistakes

Why should I be sorry

If that's the kind of love you give me
I'd rather be alone, believe me
It's not the way you posed to treat me
I'd rather walk away
I just wanna talk to you
And my broken heart just has no use
And I, I guess promises are better
left unsaid, yeah
Everytime you try to tell me
You say the words that im the only
But I'm the one who's crawling on the ground,
When you say love makes the world go 'round

i've got all these emotions in me now. i feel like crying, but nothing's coming out. i just need to be alone. i REALLY REALLY need to cry. i think i'll feel better after.

UGH! DO NOT ASK ME HOW I SPENT MY WEEKEND! ARRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! I JUST WANNA SCREAM NOW! i think all this has made me all psycho and all. i completely forgot what i told melissa khor yesterday! i think this whole thing has just made me all crazy. why? because...
1) i can't remember alot of things.
2) i feel tired today... though i slept particularly early last night(1030pm)
3) i'm super hyper and high today... SUPER WEIRD I KNOW!
4) maybe i'm just in denial... about what? i dunno(:

i still feel a little weird. not really in the mood to do much. quite sian now. bleah! i feel like shit! ok. i shall not feel depressed... its not worth it. i know... thanks melissa and cheryl. love y'all loads! ugh. just that it hit me so early yesterday morning... and my whole day was affected lah. not like today isn't. its not like i can talk about this to anyone else... no one else knows... i'm not planning to tell anyone either. i don't wanna think of this anymore. actually, i'm, not even in the mood to chat with anyone on msn or blog. heard a few depressing songs on the radio just now... didn't really help how i was feeling... one of them was "Lips Of An Angel" by Hinder... ugh.

Lips Of An Angel
Hinder


Honey why you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
(And I never wanna say goodbye)
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why you calling me so late

yeah... i love the lyrics<3

Friday, October 13, 2006

shit. i think my dad's angry. angry at me for getting such crappy results. he says i'm "not serious". well, I AM! i have my limitations okay. he should be glad that i improved my history by 20 marks and i got A1 for geog. pfft. sigh... i guess he'll never understand. hey, ayway its only like ONE mark away from a B4. so... not so bad what... haha... i'm just tring to make myself feel better lahh. sigh..

byebyehandphone... i'll miss you dearly):

got back the rest of my results today. sigh. i feel so disappointed la. my english and lit got so low. i excpected higher. but i guess i got a few surprises also la. my science got 69... which is 1 mark away from A2... and i got A1 for geog. so... yeah, i guess it's ok la... just a little disappointed only. anyway, yeah, my phonebill came yesterday... HAHA... only $47.25! hahaha... luckily la. oh and more good news! my grandma went to shanghai this morning! yay! no nagging for a week! sigh,.. i think my grandaunt is worse though... she's stricter la. aiya, no nagging and high pitched voice from my grandma can already i guess. went to amelia's house just now... watched mean girls and ate pizza... haha... her darling kept calling her during lunch... so she had to lie that it was vera who was calling. haha... as usual, nicola sent me home. my darling best friend amelia khoo is having headache... poor girl): get well soon amelia!(: i'm fine already, had headache yesterday too. the sleepy type... ugh.

Thursday, October 12, 2006

I'M
DAMN
FUCKING
PISSED OFF
BY
YOU.

go screw yourself man.

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

OH YESSS... some PRETTY pictures of NICOLA HO... HAHAH

isn't she pretty?

just a lil bit of makeup can do wonders...

chiobu in the making.

credits: me, vera, kaibin, amelia(:

hahah

GOD!i couldn't sleep last night... don't know why though. ): i think i finally fell asleep at about 1 plus, but i kept waking up. at 5 i got an sms... so i woke up. then amelia started msg me at 6 plus... WHY AMELIA???? I NEED TO SLEEP YOU KNOW??? WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING UP SO EARLY? argh. got up at 745 and went to school for audis. met melissa there. i was like damn scared and was hyperventilating ALOT! :/ amelia was supposed to audition too, but my dear darling is sick. after the audis, melissa and i went to far east for "breakfast". went to BK. we walked around and all, but nothing was opened, so we decided to take a bus down to heeren. walked around at heeren and nothing much was opened either. then we saw the neoprint shop. OPEN! hahah.. we were like "LETS GO TAKE NEOS!". the whole place was empty la. only us. how nice right? damn embarrassing la. had to change a big pile of coins. haha. after the neos, MELISSA wanted to go to cine to meet SOMEONE.. see melissa, i'm like SO nice.. i'm not mentioning that SOMEONE's name... (: but i didn't wanna go... so she had no choice. without me, she'll never make it back home.. well, she can cab home... but she didn't have money... wonder how she's gonna survive in china and all... haha... sigh, there's school tomorrow. so sian. don't feel like going! so annoying! gonna get back our results and MY PHONE BILL'S COMING TOMORROW! die die die. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...................... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..............................

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

wow.. i just read sarah's blog. and the post about her defending melissa and all the rubbish happening really caught my attention. i know i should have blogged about this in her defence a long time ago, but it isn't too late right? i feel exactly the way sarah feels. anyway, i just hate it when all the rumours and rubbish circulate around. she might seem fine with it or look like she doesn't give a damn about what everyone is saying but do you really think she feels that way? HELLO? she IS human afterall. she DOES have feelings. what? do all those people out there think she's made of rock and won't feel any of the hurt that the people are causing?! especially when she hasn't done anything of the sort. do you know how she feels when she walks pass them and they start whispering? NO. do they even know her? NO. so how does this give them the right to judge her? on what they have been hearing about her? well, that's all bullshit! how would anyone who doesn't know her be able to tell that she is what they think she is? its not fair. she hasn't done anything to those people. what's they're problem? don't they have better things to talk about? i know of people who are WORST. the things that she does is incomparable to the ones who are worse. so how come people talk as if she's worse? i know this might not make an impact anyone, but it's worth a shot. i'd do anything to help her. that's what friends are for right? and i'm sure she's not the only one. so, yeah. i just hope all this stops. she might tell me that she's used to it and all, but i know she still feels hurt. i just want all of this to stop. she's innocent and didn't do anything. all those people should just stop assuming that everything they've heard and seen is true.

oh yesss... i just remembered... i saw a SUPER traumatizing picture today. i'm not gonna say who or amelia might just kill me... BUT... OMG LA! and she thought that the person was wilber pan! haha... oh ANDDD... our dearest vera koh couldn't stop looking at it... like WHY?? i also dunno... but... RIGHT VERA! i never knew you enjoy looking at such things... haha... she's probably gonna murder me when she reads this la... but heck! hahha... yup... but i think amelia's gonna secretly look at it when she's at home... hahah... (:

(: just came back from a day of shopping again! so FUN!! i bought more stuff today than yesterday... vera and esther came to my house first then we met kai bin at the bus stop outside. yeah, we reached marina square at about 1- which was the time that amelia was supposed to meet us...- but i called her and she was still at home. GOD AMELIA! are you ever punctual? i guess not... she told us to have lunch first... so we went. after that, we walked around and all... THEN, at about 2.10(which is like 1hour and 10mins after we were supposed to meet amelia), we met her. what the bloody toot la, she forgot to wear her earrings so she went to buy a pair of hoops that costs TEN EFFING BUCKS! tell me, is she crazy or is she vain? i think she's both. sigh. we went to zara and all... then went to topshop. i bought a top from there. went to say hi to my mom a couple of times and tried getting money from her. :/ she only gave me five bucks... ah well, its still money isn't it? anyway, went to bugis next. took neos...(: finally!! yay.. after taking the neos, amelia, vera and esther left. binnyboo and i went over to bugis street. i bought 6 pairs of earrings for ten bucks! HAHA! take that amelia! i bought 6 for the same price as you... and you only bought ONE! haha.. okayy.. enough... then i walked to the bus stop and took 960 home... ugh! my feet are tired after a long day of shopping... AND... NICOLA HO! YOU ARE GOING TO DIE ON THURSDAY! ALL OF US ARE GOING TO KILL YOU! YOU BLOODY SLEPT TILL 11 PLUS AND DIDN'T WANNA GO OUT WITH US ! YOU'RE MAKING US VERY ANGRY YOU KNOW! YOU THINK WE DUNNO IS IT? YOU STAY AT HOME JUST TO PLAY YOUR STUPID SIMS! WAIT I TELL AMELIA TO TAKE IT BACK THEN YOU KNOW! LAZY PIG!!!!!

Monday, October 09, 2006

haha... finally! exams over! yay! went out today with melissa. actually supposed to be with her only la, but then siran came and met us. the whole of cine was like filled with sec 1 sc people. haha, everywhere we went we saw people we knew la. went to pastamania and when melissa and i were almost done, nicola and co. came. haha.. like some sc reunion or something la. went to watch john tucker must die. haha, loved it! jesse metcalfe is SO hot! (: half the cinema was filled with people i knew can! haha, but not like the cinema was damn big or anything.. my feet hurt!/: SIGH... took neos and all.. went to heeren and wisma. wisma was FUN! we went to forever21 and started trying on clothes and all. i think the people lining up to go into the dressing rooms were a little pissed cos we were taking our time trying on all the dresses and all. SO FUN! SO NICE! i like the dresses(: had to come home by 5 so yeah. ): i think i peed alot today. HAHA. got bladder problem i think... haha.. no la. oh yes, did i mention that nicola looked like a man who was going to excercise or something! haha... sorry nibubu(: NICOLA LIKES HER BRO'S FRIEND! hahah... she admitted it! GO CHIEF LEAF BARBARIAN! YAY! haha... i'm a bit high today la. don't know why also... going to vivo city tomorrow i think. with nicola and co. YAY! hahah... surprised my mom actually allowed me to go two days in a row... YAY! haha... okayy... gotta go now.. bye(: YAY! hurhur

Sunday, October 08, 2006

my darling amelia tagged me to do this!

Single, taken or crushing?
none? haha... ok, that's not really possible lahh... hmm, i don't know...

Are you happy with your life now?
YES! this year has been fun... my fun's probably gonna end by mid of next week:/ results and phone bill coming on the same bloody day.. i'm gonna be SO screwed!

When you meet the right person, will you fall in love with him/her fast?
nah, probably not that fast. you'll probably only know the person like so little lah! i wouldn't chose my "right person" so easily.. afterall, it IS supposed to be mr. right... and he's guranteed not so easy to find one lahh... PUH-LEASE! haha

Have you ever had your heart broken?
i don't get my heart broken, i break people's hearts. haha, no la, do you think i'm such a mean person? no lah, i don't get heart broken, i just get a little depressed and all, but after that i'm fine!*(:

Do you believe that there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
hell yes! if i'm the one cheating on my bf... BUT NEVER if he is cheating on me!

Would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
see what the situation is i guess... if i think its not worth it, then no. no one can change my mind! yay!

Have you talked about marriage with another before?
err.. not about my wedding, but about my darling best friend aka amelia khoo's wedding with AHEM AHEM... her sister's gonna sing, play the piano and recorder at the same time! WOW! is that even possible???

Do you want children?
don't know... well, i don't want children, but who knows what i'll want in.. lets say.. another 17 years? i just don't wanna turn into a female pig or a baby making factory or anything!

Would you ever consider adoption?
maybe

If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best approach she/he should undertake to confess her/his feelings to you?
must i answer this? just be honest i guess.. and just be himself la. i don't want anyone who acts like someone he isn't. OH YAHH... and must make it romantic! hahah

Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
how would i know? i've never been in one

What do you think?
Be honest. What is the furtherest thing you and your ex did?
like i said, i've never been in a relationship.. so how would it be possible that i have an ex?

Do you believe in love at first sight?
NO. at least not in singapore... the guys all so ugly one!

Are you romantic?
go ask my boyfriend la... oops i forgot.. i don't have one(:

Do you believe you can change someone?
of course! haha

If you could married somewhere, where would it be?
i don't think about anything to do with getting married...

Do you give in easily when you're fighting?
sometimes. it depends who im fighting with

Do you have feelings for someone right now?
???

Have you ever wished to have someone but messed it up?
not really. i didn't really want the people i "wanted"

Have you ever broken a heart?
erm, i dunno... if i did, i'm sorry and i didn't mean it!

If one day your best friend falls in love with the person you are deeply in love with, what will you do?

amelia won't like the guys i like one la... our tastes very different

Are missing someone now?
yeah??

Now you have ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs
Write down their names in the list below
Tag them to let them know

melissa khor
cheryl tan
siran
sarah wong
anyone la...

im finally using the comp again! like finally! i haven't used it for like 2 weeks already! can die ok:/one more paper tomorrow and i'm done. yay! english. who studies for english? haha... yay! i feel so free can! haha... nothing to do everyday... heh, but nevermind lahh... i rather nothing to do than study... haha... ok... im a little siao today(: